Lonely

What is loneliness? Loneliness is when you feel alone, no matter how many people surround you. Leave, shunned.

I'm just lonely. I was once happy, had people around me, who meant something to me, but I had built too much shit, that these people could ever forgive me. If a vase is broken, it will never be complete, no matter how many excuses. Even if you try to stick them together, they will be streaked with cracks and never be as beautiful as before.

I broke the vase. I've broken it and it will never be like before.

What can I do ... nothing. I live my life. Do not try to disintegrate in my loneliness, for the sake of the people who love me. What can I do to quit loneliness? Nothing ... It is impossible to escape solitude. It's like you're falling into a deep hole. At first, a helping hand can grab you and catch you, but if you think you're not going to be worth that hand, and let go, you'll fall further and fall ... and fall ... until you bounce on the hard ground, snatch your guts out of your body and you finally die of the force and the shock.


I do not want to let it go so far ... I do not want to die in this way. I want to die ... as I want.


This letter was found in the apartment of the 30-year-old Anna H. Anna's whereabouts are unknown, but the police search for her. She killed her friends and family two weeks before, stashed their corpses in their basement and disappeared. The neighbors complained because of the strong smell and called the police, who stormed the apartment after the corpses were found.

For information about the location of Anna H., please contact the police directly. Thank you for your cooperation.