that feeling...

anyone else ever get so mad at some people that you just literally want to beat them up?

for those that dont know i have multiple personality disorder(MPD)

right now my brain hurts so bad from the other voice of my one of my alters because of intense rage, pain, hatred.

she hates the world and hates everyone around her but very few, it shows when something happens to one of us that reside in the same body.

only thing that really helps calm her down is sex....mostly, sometimes venting or talking about it...or hoping the feelings reset the next day.

just wonder if other people ever feel this way?? sometimes i feel so different from others because my mental conditions .... and often forget things i do and have to leave notes everywhere it gets really annoying and whe nthe split is not out and then come backs out its like everything just happened all over again.

anyways ... sorry for the little rant i just have a problem with this dude harassing me for months and he goes an says i can't do anything about it because my alter comes out and says nasty things from being triggered, or does bad things to the said person. and i guess i am technically a lethal weapon since i do know muay thai, taekwondo jitsu and some wrestling...

but i just wanted to know if anyone else ever gotten that feeling when people dont really fuck off and leave you alone, and they can harass you in real life, or online.

sorry for the little rant...