Advice Needed I'm feeling like I want to kill myself randomly.

29-01-2018, 01:05 PM

Macbacon Wrote: I have a quote i have used sometime now. I discovered it in a song but it's really great. Not sure what you feel about it but i will share it with you anyways.

Thanks a lot. I really appreciate that. Thanks for doing it for me and making me better. You got my respect.

Please don't kill yourself or think about killing yourself. I'll be sad if yah do that. ;c
If you have problems, let it out.. we are here to listen!

29-01-2018, 03:30 PM

Akihisa Wrote: Please don't kill yourself or think about killing yourself. I'll be sad if yah do that. ;c
If you have problems, let it out.. we are here to listen!

A lot of shit happened to me. Like family problems, friends, school and everything.

I"ve been through this multiple times through my early childhood, I've been abuse multiple times, to the point where I was scared of my dad. I loved him so much, I always wanted to play my favorite video games with him but he never did, "Maybe next time son." He lied continuously never did. Always at night, I would cry my self to sleep and ask, "Why is this happening, why is this happening to me!" Just think about it, there is someone who truly loves you out there. They may not show the expressions or say it. But someone actually does. Just keep on living and you'll get through it. People have attempted suicide and regret it. Just remember, suicide is a permanent thing, and once you cut the string, you can't go back.

29-01-2018, 03:35 PM

Lakeey Wrote: I"ve been through this multiple times through my early childhood, I've been abuse multiple times, to the point where I was scared of my dad. I loved him so much, I always wanted to play my favorite video games with him but he never did, "Maybe next time son." He lied continuously never did. Always at night, I would cry my self to sleep and ask, "Why is this happening, why is this happening to me!" Just think about it, there is someone who truly loves you out there. They may not show the expressions or say it. But someone actually does. Just keep on living and you'll get through it. People have attempted suicide and regret it. Just remember, suicide is a permanent thing, and once you cut the string, you can't go back.

Thanks so muchLakeey, Good luck with your problems. As well I will try to get better too. I hope everything pass up better and with you too. Good luck.

29-01-2018, 03:37 PM

Lamb Wrote: Thanks so muchLakeey, Good luck with your problems. As well I will try to get better too. I hope everything pass up better and with you too. Good luck.

Yeah no problem man, hope your depression can move on as well. It's really hard to tell who is your real vs fake friend.

I had this urge when I was under an insane amount of stress in college and going through a breakup, therapy isnt for everyone, but I would definitely openly talk about it and actively seek support, in any form, as long as it's positive and healthy

29-01-2018, 03:23 PM

Lamb Wrote: Thanks a lot. I really appreciate that. Thanks for doing it for me and making me better. You got my respect.

Anytime bud. Don't take that path it wont help at all. I hope to see you get better aight? Stay safe my friend!

29-01-2018, 03:40 PM

Lakeey Wrote: Yeah no problem man, hope your depression can move on as well. It's really hard to tell who is your real vs fake friend.

Yeah, Most of them saw that I have the money or some shit and they wanted me to pay for stuff. If I don't they will mostly like bully me and fucking punch me in the face. I can't do anything with it. They have like 6 people or some shit and they're gonna hunt me down. I punched them once in the face and they got on the ground after that, They fucking hunted me and kick me and shit.

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29-01-2018, 03:43 PM

swordart Wrote: I had this urge when I was under an insane amount of stress in college and going through a breakup, therapy isnt for everyone, but I would definitely openly talk about it and actively seek support, in any form, as long as it's positive and healthy

I'm trying to get slowly better now, Aswell thanks to the members and you too. Thanks for caring about me and not ignoring my problems. I appreciate it.

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29-01-2018, 03:48 PM

Macbacon Wrote: Anytime bud. Don't take that path it wont help at all. I hope to see you get better aight? Stay safe my friend!

Wish you the best luck, I appreciate everything buddy. Really thanks about this.

29-01-2018, 03:33 PM

Lamb Wrote: A lot of shit happened to me. Like family problems, friends, school and everything.

Oh. I'm sorry to hear that. It must be tough..
I can't share you any advice aside from lettingit out, we are here to listen. ;c It will atleast make you feel better..