Procrastination

The solution is you, and only you, don't try to seek help from others, they can't offer you that. Anyone can make you a very good speech, and at the moment you read or listen to it, you will get some real energy but it doesn't last much. Trust me, just talk to your self, organize your time, trace your goals and just believe in them. If it's not you, no-one will do the work at your place. On the other hand, don't fear the failure, if you're not doing well in the several times you want to make your life better, just try again and never lose hope. Today is another day.
Good luck in your life brother