Are you afraid of getting infected with coronavirus?

I had it back in early April and luckily it wasnt that bad for me. I didnt even realize I had it until 2weeks in, I thought it was just a bad cold or something. When I suspected I was sick at first I got tested two days later and they told me "I probably didnt have it" but 1.5 weeks later I get a phone call telling me I in fact DO have covid. My symptoms were mostly body aches and fevers(max 102.4) and the shits. Honestly the worst part was staying inside for a full 10 - 12 days after I found out. Since the quarantine I avoid going crazy by hanging out with my friend pretty often because she lives less than 10 minutes away.