Use uE4 but do your self a favour stay away from most YouTubers i started by watching them watching there courses and most are outdated or will lead you down a path of regret Learn this way. Use youtube to do certain things like how do blueprints work and so on DO not watch how to make a game videos yes they can help with tips and tricks but in the end run it will be more hassle there are many free courses online that are decent and a few paid ones. hope that helps