Have you ffound your love ?

21-05-2020, 01:05 AM

Oathkeeper Wrote: -

well i didn't mention that when i was with her i was addicted to pills and weed, and when someone fuck with me i start doing troubles, in our last few days i start fighting with her, i was high/ drunk/pills.. i do lose control and when i get high i'm another person, totally, she didn't know about that, it was my own secret, she didn't know that i was high most of the time. after she left, she knew.
also, when she called me at 4am she said :vahl, please don't tell anyone, i don't want people to know bout that.
well i got drunk a week later, and i did told her best friend about that story.
she got mad.. again.. i didn't talk to her or text her again.. and as i said, she sent me a friend request with a fake profile.. she start coming to our hood, i even notice her.. watching me playing football and she was standing away from the field.. every week, she come watching me.. and once the football match is over, she sneak on me from the car window and leave.
last month she didn't leave.. she kept looking at me, i saw her! i couldn't even move.. we kept looking at each other for like 10min and then i turned back and walked away. later on.. i start seeing her near to me, i couldn't talk or do anything..
i ran away everytime i see her, idk what to do. maybe i have a chance maybe not.
and now with the Corona thing, i guess she can't drive or something like that.. so i didn't see her fr a while.