Have you ffound your love ?

I almost did back in 2019. A lot of people say 2020 was cursed well for me it was the other way around. 2019 was the year that was cursed. So anyways I met this girl online. Me and her had the same personality we both liked memes, video games, and etc. We would talk for hours on end about different interests we had. She was almost a replica of me. Then a few months later she committed suicide and ever since then I was sad. Even If she wasn't interested in dating me me and her could of been best friends.