How do you feel about smoking?

I'm a smoker personally, so I want to talk about the feeling of smoking. I like to smoke when I'm happy and miserable. It is not only a kind of trust for me, but also the trust it can trust most. It will accompany me when I am lonesome. It will make me feel awake when I think hard, it will keep me satisfied in my heart. What kind of mood does it have like my mood. What kind of smell is the burning smoke. It's just that it's uncomfortable to take too much throat.