Im getting no pleasure from gaming

You have realised that they are a waste of time. They are fun but a waste of time.

Same happened to me.

I was playing valorant (unranked) and my Raze goes ?uninstall dude, you are so trash. in team chat. Now, I've had my fair share of salty(absolute brain dead, psychotic, terrorist level, abusive, slurry, racist, fascistall types of ist)chatter in MW lobbies, CS:GO and many many other games. This was comparatively not even something I would glance at. Relatively speaking, this wasn't even a comment to me I was that deep into the trenches of the psychotic gaming community BUT this time, something clicked Something just snapped all of a sudden and I replied ?I will" and that was it Mid game, winning match, I uninstalled the game.

I have had enough. I said to myself. I realised that if I put this time in something more productive then I would improve my social life.

I was so done with that idiotic community that I didn't even wanna improve to impress them anymore After a point, you don't want to improve because you realise its not worth it. The enemy will always hold angles, always run and gun and it always works for them YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING. It's a cesspool of dimwits who(90%) have achieved nothing more than perfection in spotting pixels on a damn screen.

That's my perspective and I don't want ted talks in the replies. Half of you aren't even legal age yet so keep your opinions to yourself and let this game-veteran enjoy his retirement in bliss. No need for ?git good" because I probably was good enough just not the best. In retrospect, I never wanted to be the best in a game played by dumb whorebags anyways.