My Gmod Experience Since 2019

I first started playing Gmod back in 2019. It also appeared to be one of my first Steam gameto purchase. At first I was having problems on it with my old laptop. Like even on 0 addons I was having not minor but middle FPS problems. At first I have downloaded a FNaF mod because I was interested in it and might be also one of my reasons why I bought this game. I downloaded the addon. I spawned Freddy. And well, I got jumpscared. But after I got jumpscared my laptop seemed to literally crash. The game freeze and there was a loop of Freddy screaming at the camera. After my laptop got a blue screen, I restarted it barely to get it worked back. After that I tried to download various FPS mods. And I also seemed to had a guide which helped me by a lot. I also tried various addons but not as much as people can. Now up to this day. It's my most played game on Steam but mostly its due to me keep being on main menu downloading addons for collections. And yes, I now mostly make collections for steam that I like. I choose a genre, then I make a collection out of it and play it but I save it to Steam as a collection to play it back for anytime I want or just play it with my friends. But now I can't really seem to enjoy it as much as other games. I got bored of it. But I'll always try my best to enjoy it again since I really liked it back in the day. Let me see how you think about it or just tell your own story in the comments people. Thank you for reading my story about this. Goodbye!