Infinitum Wrote: For the fake smile, I can understand you. It he sadly grown over me, sadly.
And yea, keeping yourself sane if a pretty good reason indeed.
And for my friends, while imight see it on some of them, others aren't like that. They just see I have a lack of emotional response, like laughs or smiles.
I smile when I need to. Not when I really decide to.
That's like showing mild signs of being a psychopath, but that's a common misdiagnosis. It's alright not to have a response. Maybe you didn't even have one to begin with since you didn't know what to think or feel about it. As long as those facial muscles still work, you'll smile of your own accord. Could be today, could be next year. But when you do, you'll probably not notice it. Not until it starts happening often.