Buddy, I',m telling you one thing.. I move out of my homie since 24, paid my own rent, tried to survive outside in the real world.. It was kinda suck for the first few years, and it took lot of things from me to get back to my own feet.. Well, not all people are born in a good supportive environment.. Whatever it is, I'll pray that you find yourself one fine day.. Goodluck buddy..