I had this convo with my host and want to ask some stuff regarding it.

I asked my host about running a nulled version of xenforo etc. And he said i could run it no problem but all the versions of xenforo have backdoors in them. He said why would someone go through all trouble nulling it if there is no gain from it. He also linked me on HF to rooted servers and said this is also being done through backdoors in the software. I also asked if there are clean versions and he said basically NO.

So i am kinda in a situation where i have no idea if i can run it safe or that i have to be scared of my site being rekt by backdoors. Thats why i ask a honest opinion from someone more experienced on this field.