Why I deserve to win: Because I can. Because I can imagine and I can try. Because I can see it. Because I will. Because because. Because the option is to loose. Because I choose.
And if I lose? What then? Will I go into a fit of rage? How will I handle that loss?
For that matter, whats the purpose of winning? I lived a long life, full of fame, success, sex, riches. And then I'll be dead, in the ground. How will people remember you? No matter how long youre remembered, you will eventually turn to dust and be forgotten. Success isnt measured by societal standards. Life isnt a game to be won. Dont judge things on such a superficial level. Life is simple and complex at the same time, and no arbitrary standard can dictate your success or failure.
People can win at committing suicide, and those who attempt suicide and fail lose.