I had an absolutely shitty day. Idk why, it's not Valentines day. Just one of those days. Feel worthless and like my life has no meaning, because really it doesn't. Music helps me get out what I'm truly feeling. I've been through so many shitty relationships too. I hopeless when it comes to finding an actually decent girl. They're all fucked up, same as me.
At this point I keep telling myself what the fuck are you doing. I just keep running circles. Around and around like a merry go round. Doing the same shit day after day without any release.