I know school can be a pain, feeling alone constantly, not having anyone that understands you. But think about your loved ones, your family..Your friends...They would miss you and feel bad for you, would you want them to go trough what you're going? There's always light at the end of the tunnel bud, you should try doing something that distracts you from your everyday issues, play games..Sing, find new hobbies. You are still young, you didn't live that much (Guessing 10-24 years old), you should do a plan for your life, maybe join the Military? Do something that you love brother. Anyways dude, we are here for you. We can help you out.