Do you miss your ex?

I broke up with my last first girlfriend after a very long time of dating since Middle School. I think about her a lot and dream about her a lot... I only left her because she always felt so distant and away. I had invited her to a bunch of things but every time she failed to show up because she was sick or some other reason... I met someone else who I instantly got along with and I thought I'd never go back but now.. after a bunch of stuff.. I think I want to go back to before I failed at all of this..

The current one has hurt me a lot, but claims she never meant to... I feel like I'm the one at fault though.. anyways I'm ranting..

Yes, I miss it.. a lot but I'm not going to leave my current love for her even if I fear she'll hurt me even worse.