I will die tomorrow.

Trust me this is not the way to go I have had these feelings before this is not the answer life's greatest problems don't have simple answers your going to have to toughen up instead of wanting to take your like you can dm me if you want I can talk you through this just please listen to me don't kill your self its not worth it life has only one shot and you can't just grab your one chase and get rid of it. :D stay strong