Do You Believe In God?

It's a pretty difficult question for me to answer. Do I believe there is a god? I don't, but I do at the same time. I don't believe life is exactly random, everything has to have a purpose.
At the same time, it's hard to define rules for ourselves to obey when there's temptation and free will.

Logic kills religion, but religion kills logic. It's a paradox. Life itself is a paradox.

"There was so much nothing that it became something"

Funny enough though, how do the Illuminati worship satan and obtain the things they have if god or religion does not exist?