you love yourself?

Well, yes and no. I love some things about me, others I hate.
I like that if I put something in my head, I won't stop until I get it or reach that goal and I try to be the best at everything I do, I try to master eveything I set my mind to, I believe I'm very confident and am on a good path in life, but I'm not really secure about my physical atributes, I'm currently saving money for a rhinoplasty because my nose is just gross, it's the one thing I really hate about myself, it's really big and unusual sometimes when I'm in a room full of people, I start counting the amount of people that have big noses like mine and shit and it makes me feel even sadder because I just think to myself. Why me? Why did I have to be like this, now I gotta save up 5000 for surgery to make me look "normal". I know people that have normal noses won't feel that this is much of an issue but if you've never been there you don't know the feeling.
And well that's that.