Do you REALLY like gaming anymore?

It honestly feels more frustrating to me right now as I feel I have to be good at it since it's the only thing I've been doing my whole life, basically, and if I suck I'll feel like my life has no meaning. I need a new outlet, a new purpose and, maybe, some new hobbies and life goals. I don't want to be immersed by it for the rest of my life, I need something to be done- but I don't think I've enough willpower to overcome it. It requires courage to execute the plan and, intelligence to even come up with a new life entirely. I hope I can do it.