I got banned almost 7 times now for hacking

Throughout my playtime on CSGO since 2016 (Yes I know I am not an old player) I decided to use hack when 2017 started. After a few days of using free hack I got banned (It was ezfrag XD). Then I buy another account and I play this time by using my real skill thus I got to Nova 4 ,however I still had the urge to use hack again AND I GOT BANNED again ( this time i was using premuim cheat recklessly ). After that I went and borrow a couple of friend's account and I got all of them banned and I have to pay money to all of them Lul. By the end of 2017 I got 6 csgo accounts VAC'ED. And recently i start playing csgo again and I use hack again AND GOT BANNED AGAIN. Hahaha I guess a noob hacker like me deserved this. I'm bored and just trying to share my story so please no hate. Everybody made mistakes XD