21-03-2015, 05:29 PMX888X Wrote:21-03-2015, 05:24 PMNatsu Wrote:21-03-2015, 05:20 PMX888X Wrote: Let's just say it's falling apart so bad the sick side of me is coming in... I had a dream cutting out my guts smiling while beating the shit out of others... This anger is getting to large and I don't know what to do with it anymore... I used to run until my legs are in a lot of pain to get rid of some of the anger but it just isn't working anymore...
If it's getting to this point, I would recommend finding a new hobby. This has always worked for me. Anime has kept me pretty sane over the years, however crazy that sounds. Maybe find something you're really good at, and take it to the next level. Make it your hobby to express your feelings. Music is also another way, you can write your own songs that express how you feel, and what you're going through. Trust me, you're not alone out in this world. Always remember that no matter how hard the struggle is, there's always someone going through worse. Lastly, don't let others bring you down, if you do; that makes you an easy target. They know that you'll fall to pieces by their opinions. If your life is getting to the point where you're contemplating suicide, see a therapist or go relax.
I've tried that, but it just doesn't work anymore... I make games until I feel relaxed, and when I'm relaxed I play games. It's a never ending cycle..
Have you tried talking to someone about the problems you're experiencing?