As i grow older, i get sadder and empty

life seems so hard and boring for me i dont know what to do

No joke. It sounds like you might need to see a professional about it. Talk to your primary care physician and see if they can recommend a therapist.

I hope you find what you're looking for.

yeah it's normal to feel that way sometimes.

it's important to focus on your wellbeing. like pp said, talking to a professional can help, and even opening up to family or friends if you have them is good. letting the people around you know what's going on so that they can help you is important.

things get better though i hope things get better for you

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me too i find it hard to pee

I feel sorry that you feel that way..
Maybe try to find something that interests you and make you feel better?

It's a life thing for everyone but if you found a true pation and a good partner life isn't so empty anymore

talk to a friend or someone close you'll be all better.

hey man you're up for some real fun the more you age. it doesn't get better!

it's okay to have a mid life crisis you're not alone bro