Serious I want to die.

Try to work hard, I know school's pressure sucks, but try to find something you love to do along the way, try to study at the same time, don't shut yourself out. Even if you do fail, it's no problem. Everyone fails and you have the opportunity to try again. Don't kill yourself, try to make yourself proud of who you are instead.

Actually its very interesting what happens after that someone die? I mean is there another live? Dude, check it for us pls :D :D

Don't kill yourself life has much more too it I have similar problems, my stepmom is a abusive bitch and I always think of suicide but the only way to counter this is just think of this quote my health teacher told me in 7th grade "Lifes problems don't have simple answers, you cant just kill yourself to try to fix your problems you must work through them"

School is a pain in the ass and makes me even feel the same but it's a feeling. Not something you'll really do unless you get pushed so far. If you're feeling this way do so and contact the suicide hotline.

If you want to do it, the choice is yours. Think of it as a permanent rest from all your problems.

Goto gym or a library imporve yourself . anything in life is solvable you jus t need to figure it out a way. I used to be feel like crap once I didn't complete what I needed to do or wanted to do. only things to get over this is to fix your shit bro

Maybe the anti depressants you're taking or took are too weak? Anti depressants will generally help, if it doesn't then whatever you're taking is just too weak.

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15-03-2018, 03:38 PM

JeffTheKiIIer Wrote: Seriously, just what do I do to see any point to life and contacting another human being? I don't see any and it's making me just want to end it all. School is also pressuring me, I can't study because of my memory being extremely bad, and I'm failing 7 classes to put the cherry on top of the cake.
Just what do I do?
I want to and don't want to die.
I already have a plan to do it in a few days.
Give me a reason, a meaning, don't tell me to contact someone or whatever, because I already take anti depressants (SSRI) and I go to apsychologist every week, and I'm always just being quiet when asked what the problem is, because my brain turns off, and nothing comes to mind.

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Is it too late? Am I too broken? Has the torture broken me too much to be able to talk about my problems? To be able to even remember what happened, yet it still affects me somehow? What's happening to me?

dont give up man

15-03-2018, 03:38 PM

JeffTheKiIIer Wrote: Seriously, just what do I do to see any point to life and contacting another human being? I don't see any and it's making me just want to end it all. School is also pressuring me, I can't study because of my memory being extremely bad, and I'm failing 7 classes to put the cherry on top of the cake.
Just what do I do?
I want to and don't want to die.
I already have a plan to do it in a few days.
Give me a reason, a meaning, don't tell me to contact someone or whatever, because I already take anti depressants (SSRI) and I go to apsychologist every week, and I'm always just being quiet when asked what the problem is, because my brain turns off, and nothing comes to mind.

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Is it too late? Am I too broken? Has the torture broken me too much to be able to talk about my problems? To be able to even remember what happened, yet it still affects me somehow? What's happening to me?

Try to keep yourself busy, read something, literally anything fantasy, biography something that you like. It will make you realise how absurd things are written by people. I can give you some recommendations:
TheTale of Two Brothers- Anpu and Bata
Metamorphosis, John Kafka
The diary of a nobody
Invisible dragon(Read this now, it will only take about 30 minutes)
Galactic Dark Net (Finishing this will give your life a real purpose, kill the author atleast a hundred times)
If it comes to it even write a book or atleast some articles. It will help.