Anyone virgin here ?

I always dreamed of having sex after marriage when I was 13 but I found a girl I really loved around 14 and we really wanted to give it a shot too each other. We couldn't stand there salivating like llamas and not at least try it.
After we dumped each other I felt like I betrayed myself and my body but really I got older and starting having many relationships (not one nights or bs like that) but still I've learned that there's no shame about it but really, don't rush it, it'll come when it'll come.