Go seek a therapist and clear your mind, tell the person everything thats bothering you... just clearing your mind helps a lot. There are also little things you can do to take your mind off of depresion, when the thoughts are coming through slam on some music, or when you start feeling sad play a game! go visit someone! loads of different things help mate! music is the top thing that helps. If you go on medicine sometimes it has some crazy side effects, just to let you know.