Depression

18-05-2018, 02:31 AM

HundSnoop Wrote: Trying to tell you, that depression is only a thought which you created.

I don't think so, I've never been happy as long as I remember. When I was in primary school I would come home every day crying because I had no friends. At home my father and my mother were very violent, not towards me but each other, I had to open the door for the police more times than I can count.Middle and high school people made fun of me and I had developed severe social anxiety, so I would just tense up and stutterwhenever someone was talking to me. It got so bad that my teachers kept telling me to sue the bullies.Do you really think I would have done that to myself if it was just a thought I could get rid of? I know others are worse off and still happy, but I just didn't have the strength to deal with all that. I wish I did, trust me.
I'm glad you don't have to deal with that but chronic depression is a serious illness...