Anyone virgin here ?

I'm a muslim and I obviously need to be a virgin until I marry.I'm actually secretly an atheist.Just admitting I'm muslim because it's pretty much what every modern muslim does to not get killed by people around them.Imagine believing in god just because you're getting old.Believe it or not,people only get serious in religion once they get old.All boomers I met said they also messed up/sinned too much/failed to realized their during their youth but what it really is just that they're scared of death caused by their age.Religion in 2020,smh.