Well everyone, it is about that time for me again before I venture off to sleep
just to awake another day. Here is a little story for u about sleep!
Sleep is a place where you can rest your body, restore your energy, and completely
for a long period of time which seems just like minutes revisit your memories.
A lot of people including me have a hard time sleeping. It is usually because of
some sort of heartache, or craving to do more with there day, or just the feeling
No this isn't a doctor diagnosed illness, but I have personally noted this on people
who have a hard time going to sleep, or do not wish to sleep.
Me personally, I have the hardest time sleeping because.. as cheesy as it sounds is that
when I try to go to sleep, all I can do is picture someone holding me in their arms
as I try to sleep. I don't know who, I never can tell who it is, but they hold me and tell
me that I am beautiful, and they carry me away into my dreams.
As this is a big deal for me, it is often hard for me to find myself falling to sleep with ease at night.
I am always looking to find out who that person is that is holding me. Often times I think
it is the person that I am.. 'with' and the reason I don't know who the person is, is because I haven't
met them, and they aren't physically there and until the physical person is there, my time
to sleep will be hard to find.
For a lot of people, things like this, or completely different, but causing holes in there day
that they feel desperately need to be filled, can cause sleep to be hard to find.
However, each night as I sleep, I think of the good memories and I try to think of the better ones
that will come in the future, and that is what helps me go to sleep, is the hope and urge
to be happy in the next day. No matter who it is shared with.
So as you go to sleep tonight, or even wake up, understand that each day
can always be better, and if the happiness isn't there, you must have hope that one day it will
come, no matter how far it may be. Also sometimes you have to go and find it as it try's to find you.