Honestly, ever thought about ending it all?

Luckily I never had to think about suicide or deal with depression, but what is with you?

I have jump off a bridge before.. honestly trying to just say fk it.. But im a former lifeguard and my body instincs kicked in when i hit the water.. I float like a fat log and didnt see the coast guard boat up river doing rounds. Some things in life are harder than others..then u got those that just rub it in your face while your busting your ass off. I hate people who do that.. Look at me.. look at what i did today.. and your holding a shovel asking your self were did i go wrong.