I keep trying not to give up on our relationship, but being with him is humiliating

I'm literally settling for scraps he makes me feel miserable while I do everything for him and everything he asks casual wise and sex wise

Trust your guts and don't accept what you don't want from whoever.
You may be a lover but protect yourself first.

Remember, it's your life. You get to do whatever you want with YOUR life. Please don't hurt yourself for the well-being of others, unless you really care about them (it doesn't look like it here by the way you're describing them)

When I started to lie about how happy I was in my relationship to my friends, family Tutuapp 9Apps Showbox and myself.

Dont settle for less. Sounds like youre not happy wt him

dont be with someone youre not proud to be with. ever.

You get to do whatever you want with YOUR life

Do what you need to do to be happy, don't let him tell you how to live your live, you deserve to be happy, everyone does!