I chose this way to beat the odds, to find a way through. Althoughmy hand has never been a lucky one, Im well aware it could be worse. Im thankful for all i have regardless of amount or size. I dont bother to complain, it doesnt actually get you anywhere you want to be. I want to be somewhere where kids bellies are full & bills are paid. Which has been less than solidsince the lastupgrade to an SE way.