Dude, it's all good. There are more important things in life than the internet. Get yourself together and there will be plenty of time later on for us; I understand what it's like. Sorry for your loss, stay humble.
just hang in there man forget nulledbb take all the time you want off the internet or something sorry for your grandma man my grandma died of cancer i know how you feel a bit hope you get better man again sorry for your loss