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Infinitum dood! I missed you.

Sorry to hear about the issues. You got a friend in meeee

Also get Supreme if you can. V3 is finally out for them B O I S!

But I hope to see you around.

15-12-2016, 01:13 AM

Zenith Wrote: Infinitum dood! I missed you.

Sorry to hear about the issues. You got a friend in meeee

Also get Supreme if you can. V3 is finally out for them B O I S!

But I hope to see you around.

I knoooowwwww

Thanks dood

+ I don't have BTC so no supreme for me anyways haven't contributed enough to consider upgradingmyself

15-12-2016, 01:07 AM

Infinitum Wrote: would it surprise you if I said to you that I already tried microgoals?
And that they didn't work out for me?

I mean, I could try a second time, but my lack of energy was such that I didn't really do anything anymore. Even things I loved doing. Everything was gone.

So, I'm going to try again, once more.

Thanks for the tip though.

No, most people who have gotten past the first step have most likely already tried microgoals. That lack of energy goes away when you decide to get out of bed and eat, be healthy, do something. Just keeping busy can kill depression alone. The moment you get bored, aren't having fun, or are feeling negative emotions when you're "triggered" (lmao) by something or someone, you are letting it back into your life. You've said it yourself, it's time to move on and accept things, it's that lack of energy that you need to take care of now. If anything, now is the time to be selfish. It's okay, catering to others comes second. You matter the most to yourself, and only you can understand that.

If you really find that lack of energy bothering, try loading up your body with Pixy Stix, coffee, energy drinks (get that GFuel 10% off codehookup), or even cocaine if you're desperate. That energy is paramount to yourself, without energy you really can't do much. And if you have so much of it, I find it best to just get creative. Your shitposts can be turned into meme songs or new memes. Start a YouTube channel of you screaming at the camera or something. Literally, let loose. People's opinion of you won't go down unless you set up a red room or something. Hell, you either die unhappy or live long enough to become a meme. Just ask Shia LaBeouf.

Life wants to put you back in the scrotum 24/7. Just tell life back that you can't fit and you don't care about being in a scrotum.

15-12-2016, 01:16 AM

fdigl Wrote: No, most people who have gotten past the first step have most likely already tried microgoals. That lack of energy goes away when you decide to get out of bed and eat, be healthy, do something. Just keeping busy can kill depression alone. The moment you get bored, aren't having fun, or are feeling negative emotions when you're "triggered" (lmao) by something or someone, you are letting it back into your life. You've said it yourself, it's time to move on and accept things, it's that lack of energy that you need to take care of now. If anything, now is the time to be selfish. It's okay, catering to others comes second. You matter the most to yourself, and only you can understand that.

If you really find that lack of energy bothering, try loading up your body with Pixy Stix, coffee, energy drinks (get that GFuel 10% off codehookup), or even cocaine if you're desperate. That energy is paramount to yourself, without energy you really can't do much. And if you have so much of it, I find it best to just get creative. Your shitposts can be turned into meme songs or new memes. Start a YouTube channel of you screaming at the camera or something. Literally, let loose. People's opinion of you won't go down unless you set up a red room or something. Hell, you either die unhappy or live long enough to become a meme. Just ask Shia LaBeouf.

Life wants to put you back in the scrotum 24/7. Just tell life back that you can't fit and you don't care about being in a scrotum.

I'm not going to be fucking around, I'm trying to do as much as I can of my day by as example longboarding.

Sometimes too much but I'll talk about this another time.

But even trying to do sports, have social interaction, trying to do something of my life let's me mostly emotionless and sometimes even worse than before.

I'm strange.

I'm actually going to try doing a YouTube channel with what I'm best at which is failing at video games and having stupid reactions

15-12-2016, 01:21 AM

Infinitum Wrote: I'm not going to be fucking around, I'm trying to do as much as I can of my day by as example longboarding.

Sometimes too much but I'll talk about this another time.

But even trying to do sports, have social interaction, trying to do something of my life let's me mostly emotionless and sometimes even worse than before.

I'm strange.

I mean you are obviously showing that you dislike the way you are acting. But you can't force yourself to be happy. You gotta do whatever makes you happy (like posting on nolld XDDDDDD)

The whole social interaction thing, usually people think they're better than everyone else and dont give others a chance to actually prove themselves. Just act like them and you will be friends in no time!

15-12-2016, 01:21 AM

Infinitum Wrote: I'm not going to be fucking around, I'm trying to do as much as I can of my day by as example longboarding.

Sometimes too much but I'll talk about this another time.

But even trying to do sports, have social interaction, trying to do something of my life let's me mostly emotionless and sometimes even worse than before.

I'm strange.

I'm actually going to try doing a YouTube channel with what I'm best at which is failing at video games and having stupid reactions

Keeping active is great. It gives you time to think, and takes away time to "think". But yeah, keeping yourself in moderation is a good thing.

Emotionless is fine. I think you're just overthinking things a little bit. Even normal, happy people are emotionless most of the day. That's why we have memorable moments of each day - because we experienced emotion at that time.

Being strange is good too. It lets you think out of the box and look at the world from the outside and see all the problems and solutions from different angles.

YouTube channels like that get plenty of success if done consistently, so I wish you luck! ^^

15-12-2016, 01:23 AM

Zenith Wrote: I mean you are obviously showing that you dislike the way you are acting. But you can't force yourself to be happy. You gotta do whatever makes you happy (like posting on nolld XDDDDDD)

The whole social interaction thing, usually people think they're better than everyone else and dont give others a chance to actually prove themselves. Just act like them and you will be friends in no time!

Except I won't force myself to do something like a fucking sheep. I'm not going to follow the mass.
I never did anyways.

And, yes, I'm heavily disliking the way I'm being right now.

A life of fake smiles is a lie of a life.

15-12-2016, 01:26 AM

Infinitum Wrote: Except I won't force myself to do something like a fucking sheep. I'm not going to follow the mass.
I never did anyways.

And, yes, I'm heavily disliking the way I'm being right now.

A life of fake smiles is a lie of a life.

I actually kind of live by that saying. It's why I always make funny, insincere faces or poses in pictures I don't wanna take.

15-12-2016, 01:25 AM

fdigl Wrote: Keeping active is great. It gives you time to think, and takes away time to "think". But yeah, keeping yourself in moderation is a good thing.

Emotionless is fine. I think you're just overthinking things a little bit. Even normal, happy people are emotionless most of the day. That's why we have memorable moments of each day - because we experienced emotion at that time.

Being strange is good too. It lets you think out of the box and look at the world from the outside and see all the problems and solutions from different angles.

YouTube channels like that get plenty of success if done consistently, so I wish you luck! ^^

To come back to my excess of longboarding, I mean that I went too far as I risked my life and the one of my gf, and not only once. The only reason she does worse than me is that she's as broken as me.

But well.

Also, I agree on the emotionless fact. But well, most of the people I'm with every day and a lot of time say I'm alwaysemotionless or seem so, which they are pretty right to be honest.

And I plan doing like one random video a day on my youtube(still Plannedcause it'd cause me to actually get organized in my real life, probably).

I liek csgo

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15-12-2016, 01:29 AM

fdigl Wrote: I actually kind of live by that saying. It's why I always make funny, insincere faces or poses in pictures I don't wanna take.

To basically be weird and make yourself happy? Or did I understand it wrong

15-12-2016, 01:31 AM

Infinitum Wrote: To come back to my excess of longboarding, I mean that I went too far as I risked my life and the one of my gf, and not only once. The only reason she does worse than me is that she's as broken as me.

But well.

Also, I agree on the emotionless fact. But well, most of the people I'm with every day and a lot of time say I'm alwaysemotionless or seem so, which they are pretty right to be honest.

And I plan doing like one random video a day on my youtube(still Plannedcause it'd cause me to actually get organized in my real life, probably).

I liek csgo

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To basically be weird and make yourself happy? Or did I understand it wrong

I think that they're just pointing out that you're at a different wavelength than them, that's all. People have a tendency to do that.

Not necessarily to be weird, but just have some activity to fall back on when you run out of energy or have to expend extra energy. It's just a way to keep yourself sane, y'know?
And mainly because I really don't wanna take pictures with a fake smile. Kind of hurts emotionally when I see me like that.